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Everyone always says parenting/having a baby is hard. I knew that. I thought that perhaps I was prepared for that. I don’t think anyone is truly prepared. The first few weeks were stressful because my husband and I are both first time parents. There was paranoia and neither of us were entirely sure what we…
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It has been quite a year and there’s still a few months to go. I spent most of it pregnant and am now navigating how to be a mom. I stopped doing things I love and didn’t even feel motivated to do them while I was pregnant. A lot of the time I was so…
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So. Yesterday was a day with a lot of emotion. I did even more crying after my husband went to bed and I didn’t have a distraction. I think posting a blog helped. When I feel super sad I always need a way to get it out. I’m not so good at verbally expressing my…
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This is probably going to give you all a look into how my depression brain works. I need people to know I have no plans to harm myself or end my life — I feel like some of my thoughts could cause someone to think that, but I promise I won’t. I did my blood…
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It’s time to talk about my mom, I guess. Especially since she’s going to be on my mind for a long time. I’m not sure what to say about her as a mom. I had a happy childhood growing up. Like most teenagers, I was kind of a bitch for a while. Both her and…
