Grief

  • Update Time

    Update Time

    I know, I know. It’s been a while (again). I’m definitely still in a weird spot after my mom’s death. September 5th was her birthday. She would’ve been 62, and I still can’t help but feel how unfair it is that she didn’t get more time. The next day, my dad finally had the memorial

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  • A New Day

    A New Day

    So. Yesterday was a day with a lot of emotion. I did even more crying after my husband went to bed and I didn’t have a distraction. I think posting a blog helped. When I feel super sad I always need a way to get it out. I’m not so good at verbally expressing my

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  • My Mom

    My Mom

    It’s time to talk about my mom, I guess. Especially since she’s going to be on my mind for a long time. I’m not sure what to say about her as a mom. I had a happy childhood growing up. Like most teenagers, I was kind of a bitch for a while. Both her and

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  • Let’s Get it Started

    It’s been a tough year for me. I can get into the nitty gritty details later, so let’s start with the gist of it all. May 2024 my mom was in the hospital and diagnosed with stage 4 brain cancer. Any strides I made in trying to improve myself or work for my dreams were

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