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  • A New Day

    A New Day

    So. Yesterday was a day with a lot of emotion. I did even more crying after my husband went to bed and I didn’t have a distraction. I think posting a blog helped. When I feel super sad I always need a way to get it out. I’m not so good at verbally expressing my

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  • Another Disappointment

    Another Disappointment

    This is probably going to give you all a look into how my depression brain works. I need people to know I have no plans to harm myself or end my life — I feel like some of my thoughts could cause someone to think that, but I promise I won’t. I did my blood

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  • My Mom

    My Mom

    It’s time to talk about my mom, I guess. Especially since she’s going to be on my mind for a long time. I’m not sure what to say about her as a mom. I had a happy childhood growing up. Like most teenagers, I was kind of a bitch for a while. Both her and

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